❤️❤️❤️ You are a gifted writer, Grace
Women intuitively know what to do, it’s in our DNA. BUT WE HAVE BEEN TOLD by society that we are crazy, hysterical and whatever else they can label us.
Thank goodness, you trusted your intuition and included a midwife.
I had the same feeling with mine, wanting a home birth but everything screamed you need to be the hospital this time. I hemorrhaged, had a NDE and would not be here if I had a home birth.