❤️ Sending a big hug. This is chaos! You are a highly sensitive person, Susan. When I read this, I got chills. Malicious thoughts (hate) are needles aimed at you.
Or, aimed at your daughter. Corrupt profs who despise her/your attacks on their reputations at stake. You FEEL. And you would feel what your daughter is going through because you are connected to her AND your daughter is, as you write, is the “doll of my likeness”.
PLUS the world is angry. And the majority of us have never been modelled nor taught how to channel /diffuse/alchemize that energy.
Find an outlet for your anger in healthy ways. Ask for your bluebirds’s help. You will receive an answer.