❤️ Kristi, with every post you write, his voice needs to be heard. Heartbreaking to learn he suffered so much he wrote this letter to his mother. He wrote this so you could understand why, if he went ahead ~ which he did not. I believe his actions answer what happened that night. He wanted peace for a little while. If he was intending to do something, he would have left a letter. Thank you for sharing his story ~ it matters. ❤️