Sending you a big hug, Ilinca. Yes, you need to rest from “Being” ~ that is the only way to connect to your Higher Self. To who you are is found in the moments of stillness. Many are afraid of facing themselves if they stop. Woman are raised to constantly give, to be of service to others but not to ourselves. This is based on patriarchal ways engrained in many societies. Start with self-love and that will empower you. You cannot pour from an empty cup ~ feed your soul. You will have so much more to give, freely and of your own volition when you love yourself first.