💜 Sending you a big hug, Claire
Sorry for your loss and that you are experiencing a difficult time with your health. It has carried so much and kept in a vault, corrodes the very foundation of us.
Trust your dreams unfold with loving kindness. Be kind to your heart. The body remembers and pushing ourselves can do more harm than good.
When we connect spiritually with the other realm, there is a sacred law all must respect. No one is permitted to speak to you, without your permission and that of your Highest Self. You are here, fulfilling your soul’s journey and they are not.
If you are not ready to receive, no one must cross your spiritual boundaries.
Your Dad respected this. Sat at a table with you and your ancestors.
Whatever spin tickets you used, going left (Divine Feminine) and he going right ( Divine Masculine) , trust you both are fulfilling your soul purpose.
When you felt the vacuum, he followed his light to his North Star to review his soul work. And when he returned, it’s because you were spiritually able to receive.
Acceptance is for you to decide, when and if. No one has the right to force anything upon you.
This is your journey, not theirs.
Trust your instinct in all matters of the heart.
Will keep you in my prayers, that you find your peace within.
💜