Oh, my, heart, Myriam 💙 reading your words brings a heaviness to my heart. We nurture others, care for them and as I did, forget myself.
I know your heart wishes to help every one—yes, it's hard to say no. We run the risk, as you say, of feeling the heaviness of giving without refilling our well.
I've been in this situation, we put ourselves last on the list. Never goes well.
Glad you came to this realization and are taking steps to get back to your creative work. I see the Divine Feminine applauding your for this.
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