Hi Natalie, oh, my heart goes out to your younger self and feeling the overwhelm of those grieving beside you. Those experiences are traumatic.

You are acutely aware of death and make an effort to be mindful of your daily living and how you interact with loved ones.

When the time comes, losing a loved one is part of loving. Soulmates are ours to love while they are here with us. Trust your Highest Self in these moments.