🩵🩵🩵 Hi Klara, thank goodness for a text. Hoping for all of you that this settles soon.
With respect to your ex, at first I thought it is hard to let go of a soulmate, but he may be your twin flame. Because of all you have been through, the twin flame is so much harder to navigate. Both of you have to heal, do your inner soul work but from you have written, he is not doing his part. He is a part of you and that love stays in your heart. You can still love an ex and decide your heart deserves to be loved again. Sending you a big hug.