πππ Hi Carolina, my heart goes out to you. What a synchronous sign!!
Turn to stillness and silence for your heartβs answers.
I had also seen the date and saw the root number 5. Wow!
Please go slowly, white-gloved care, when digesting what lies within your heart, especially when dealing with loss of a child. This can take time ~ as was told to me, you carry a heaviness that cannot be undone in one sitting because your body remembers.
Surround yourself with those who understand and love you.
Take rest between the digging up of emotions.
And you will see, looking back, how you transitioned and transcend this pain.
If it is meant for you to do this. Not all is meant to be done now. Please listen for signs to proceed and trust when it says, please respect me. Stop.
This is equally part of the journey to respect that you will be guided and know when it is time.
Sending a big hug π